I am a 30 year old who has given birth to a child 11 years ago. I have used my hand as well, and have explored my body to use a menstrual cup. But only just started feeling my cervix this past month. Everything seems fine, but something was weird to me. It seemed to feel that the bottom half of my cervix was round, but a third of it seemed to be more pointed. It feels like to be what I imagine the apex of the heart might feel like. All three edges, the separations made by the opening of the cervix, are round, but one third seems to hang out a little more than the other two (like 2cm max, maybe a half cm). It is the top side, so that might have something to do with it. I looked at some pictures online and some of them look like it feels, but I'm not sure. I have been checking it for a month and nothing has changed so I don't think it's for a certain stage of a cycle.
I feel like it's always been this shape, with a little more pointed edge, and could just be the way it is for me, but I'm still freaking out. I had a pap two and. A half years ago and it was normal.
Does this shape I'm describing sound familiar to other people?
I know the cervix can change shape, and since the internet wasn't too helpful I figured I'd ask around here. Most here are familiar with their cervix and I thought you'd all be a good resource.
Please tell me I'm not nuts and this doesn't sound crazy strange.