I have for 3 and 1/2 months suffered from a "need to pee" feeling. The doctors have had me try alot if different medication, and nothing has worked.
3 weeks ago I came over the term "over masturbation", this is the only thing that honestly (now) makes sense. And I stopped masturbating (that had been my only comfort through this period, so this was tough), tonight I slipped up. I read something I should not have and got really horny and I just gave in (had a mind blowing orgasm) but now I really regret it. I knew I should not have done it, but I did and I really regret it, I would take it back if I could! Why did I do it?! Why was I so stupid!
The last week a small part of me felt like I might have gotten a tiny bit better (but a larger part that honestly feel like this wont ever get better), and now all I can think of is how I might have undone all the good nerve healing those three weeks did, all because I...
I feel really depressed right now, and... :(