I have a month until I can afford to go to the doctor, and I know I am STI-free (from my last test, no new partners).
I have severe anxiety, and scratch in my sleep. Even the smallest itch on my body will be scratched to oblivion in my sleep. It doesn't help that I also get allergic to certain soaps and shampoos, which makes my scalp and vagina a little itchy in the heat.
I know I scratched small areas open, one on either side, but they are much bigger now and join the the middle, under my clitoral hood. I do not think I scratched them bigger. I do run, though, so I thought maybe it was chafing?
I bought gloves to wear to bed, but there are no signs of it healing. Yesterday, I used salt water on it and it made it begin to have a kind of yellowish cover on it. Also on one side, there is a white dot. I am not sure if this is skin beginning to grow or what. I also use Vaseline to make it less painful when I go to the toilet (it is SO painful then) and when I run, to stop it rubbing.
I don't know what to do. I am at my wits end. Any help would be appreciated.