I am like hellajealous of my sister and i hate that too. I know i should'nt resent her. I mean it's not her fault. It's not like she made a decision that she was going to seriously outboob me. But still I can't help it. I hate that i feel this way towards her. And I already get teased at school because of my small boobs and i am afraid it might get worse when my sis starts high school lext year and i am sure people will take note of her boobage and my lackthereof. And swimsuit season... ERGH. No hiding it there.
So this really gets me down because they are just... boobs. There are a lot worse problems in the world, right? Like there are people out there who don't have working legs or whatever and here i have a healthy body that lets me do so many things and i am actually complaining? I shouldn't care about this, but i do. And that makes me feel SUPER GUILTY and it makes me feel even more down. It makes me feel like a bad person. Why do i care so much? I am young, maybe i have time to grow more and it won't bother me so much, but i dunno. I've been this size since junior high.
i don't know what i am really looking for here. Maybe i just need one of you to tell me how stupid i am being about all this. To tell me they are just boobs and to get over it. i am sorry if i am such a downer today. That will teach me to make a post on a sick day i guess. lol