So, I had my second baby 8 weeks ago, and up until now I've been healing ok - I had a fast birth with an 8 pound baby, and a large tear in my vaginal wall. Today in the shower I was poking around to see how things were feeling, and it just felt wrong. Like there was lots of flesh in paces where there shouldn't be flesh, and like my cervix was waaaay too low to be normal. I'm afraid this could be a prolapse of some sort, and the internet is making me extremely anxious that this could be a uterine prolapse, and if so, that there's nothing I can do if I want to ever have more kids - which I most definitely do. But with the current state of my vagina, I don't know how I could even have sex anyway. I'll be seeing my doctor soon, but I'd love some anecdotal feedback. Thanks.