I just found out that I'm HPV+, I'm kind on the verge of craziness because I'm so scared. I feel so helpless. I've been researching like crazy but it just won't process in my mind. I had an abnormal pap smear a couple of months ago, I just had a follow up and they said I'm HPV+. I'm an emotional wreck. I'm scheduled to see an OBGYN for a colposcopy December so the anticipation is killing me. Any advice? Has anyone ever gone through this?