To be honest, I have never been comfortable with the idea of putting hormones in my body; which is strange, because I have read so much about HBC over the years, but for some reason when it comes to *me* using it I get all jittery. I feel like I have all these irrational fears arising, that somehow it will do irreversible damage to my body (changing my breast size/shape) or to my sex drive, or my emotional state (I have a history of depression, and I reallllly don't want it brought to the surface again) I think that something that unnerves me is that I know that HBC responds to each person differently, so I really can't predict how it might change my body.
Am I being completely irrational? I think I would really enjoy the benefits of HBC but I feel like these worries are holding me back! Has anyone else had experience with this or any advice?