im thinking about scheduling an appointment with a gynecologist, but im a little worried that shes gunna pull out some speculum and im not sure if im really comfortable with that yet, considering ive only just recently gotten my whole index finger in. i have some questions to ask regarding the possible position of my cervix, but i'm scared she'll be insistent on seeing it. It takes me a lot of focus just to get my finger in, so im afraid of having to have a speculum put in. im under 18, if it matters.. but could anyone confirm/deny my fears? since im obviously not very stretched down there, i feel like anything other than my finger will hurt/stretch.