some background info:
short, somewhat petite 21 year old
i have been taking ortho cyclen for the past six months
i had an abortion at 16
condoms and certain types of lube give me yeast infections
i am in a monogamous relationship, we have both been with 10 partners each, including each other
here's my problem: i noticed it started after the abortion and still happens every month like clockwork. i guess i would call it a pms symptom since thats when i feel it most... but i always think im pregnant. even during a 2 year span when i was not sexually active, every month i always thought i was pregnant.
so... any ideas why? am i crazy, do i feel guilty about the abortion, is my biological clock just ticking, or what? its driving me (and my boyfriend) up the walls... some insight would be much appreciated, thanks! :)