Eleanor Rigby (blukitten) wrote in vaginapagina,
Eleanor Rigby

Very Embarassing

My visits to the gyno are kind of embarassing, because I get very uneasy when it comes time for the pap smear. I have always had trouble with this and I can tell that the gyno/nurse is getting impatient with me. Technically there is nothing physically wrong with my vagina, the thought of anything going into it makes me extremely uneasy to the point where I can't use a vibrator and I have never been able to use tampons. I have no past sexual/physical abuse, but I feel as though that area is so physically sensitive that I may not ever be able to have sex. I'm not sure whether this is some psychosomatic symptom from anxiety or if my vagina is more sensitive than everyone else's--I really don't think it's emotional because I have not had any negative past experiences with sex, I'm just convinced that the thought of the physical pain for me in that particular area will be too much for me. I am 26 years old and still a virgin, and I feel am too old to still be like this, it even seems childish to me and very humiliating. Has anyone else experienced something like this?
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