let me preface this with saying: 99% of the time i like the taste of my own bits (quite a bit). no problem with that, it's not like i have some disgust with or phobia of female anatomy or secretions.
but i have this fear that someone else's would be so different from what i expected that if anything like that happened, i might end up not enjoying being on the giving end of it, or might be "bad at it" due to not enjoying it. that's what's kept me from doing it more than once in the past.
i guess, not to be gross, but i think of it kinda like gas (not the overpriced kind, the body-related kind). most of the time you can deal with your own, but others' is often... um... unpalatable.
from females who have given oral to a female: is this anything you've experienced, or am i just being ridiculous in my worry?
2. my sex drive has gone up a lot in the past 2-3 days, and i'm also definitely going through a manic phase (which is why i'm up at 3 am, my time, posting here about questions on my mind instead of sleeping). i realize this is normal when manic. but, i don't feel particularly "turned on" more easily or even more. i've felt the desire to masturbate but not in a particularly sexual way, just in a "i should get off now" way. conversely, i haven't been able to orgasm easily at all (frustrating, but beside the point). has anyone else experienced this? the desire to masturbate that's not at all based in arousal?
3. i think i finally figured out what causes female ejaculation with me, whereas before it was something that has randomly happened for what i thought was no reason. i'm kinda proud of myself for figuring out my body in that respect :) so i suppose this last bit isn't a question but more of a "yay!"
thanks in advance.