Elijah (__recidivist) wrote in vaginapagina,

Anonymous post: Random healing from pain conditions?

Greetings, fellow Superstars! As you probably know, from time to time the VP Team makes posts on behalf of people who wish to remain anonymous or who do not have LJ accounts. This is one such post. Thanks in advance for your helpful comments. :)

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I have 3 years ago I was diagnosed with vulvodynia, vulvar vestibuledynia, and vaginismis. Also for 3 years I have been in an monogamous relationship that I am slowly coming to realise that needs to end. During the duration of my relationship's physical intimacy I could never be penetrated with a finger because of all of my sexual dysfunctions and pain issues. I honestly thought that I would have to get surgery to be able to accommodate any sort of penetration.

I am just going to be honest, and I hope you won't judge me. But I have fallen for someone else and we've become intimate with each other.

I am so used to constantly being in pain during intimacy and being limited to oral and manual stimulation. My body would flinch violently if a finger or tongue went too far down my vulva.

But this is different. So very different. It doesn't hurt. I don't flinch. My new partner can touch me anywhere. I have a labido again. I am having fun. For the first time ever.

One nite on a whim I ask my new partner to try to penetrate me with a finger, which would have normally resulted in intense and unbearable pain. He did, cautiously. And there was nothing! I felt no pain, only pleasure.

Honesty, I never associated penetration with pleasure because I always figured that it would be devoid of sensation and feeling. But even one finger felt amazing! I was amazed and over the moon.

After practising with a finger I just decided to jump right into intercourse. If this was a fluke with a expiration date I wanted to do everything possible. I'm 24, and have been forced into unwanted celibacy and abstainance and I am sick of it.

We've been trying, little by little and it's amazing. Now I are why people want to have sex! It's not awful, or uncomfortable, or boring, or painful. It's fun, sexy and I find myself enjoying it more than I ever thought I would.

Because I am new at this I have some questions:

1. To receive hbc from Planned Parenthood do I need to get a pelvic? I don't think I am ready for that step yet!

2. Out of curiosity why do you think I have miraculously healed?

3. We have located and stimulated my G spot! Yay! Now, how do I come from it?

4. In some positions like me on top and me lying on my tummy and being penetrated from behind causes a burning and intense stretching sensation. It's bearable to a point but the fact that both postions simulate my g spot so well I put up with it, for a while. Is there anyway to alleviate the pain? Or will it subside with time?

Thank you so much for any input you may have!
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