mahhh (juice_by_alex) wrote in vaginapagina,

regretting sex

I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this because it's not so much a physical issue. I had too much to drink last night and lost my virginity to a friend of a friend. It was sloppy and not fun and it hurt, and I didn't enjoy it at all, and now I feel really disgusted and disappointed in myself. I don't think he used protection. I got Plan B this morning but now I'm terrified that I might be pregnant and I am extremely depressed and I feel really gross. I've been crying all day and I really don't know how to move past this.

Has something similar ever happened to anyone? Do you have any advice? I don't know whether to seek counseling because when I look on my university's website it looks like they only have counseling for rape victims, not for stupid decision victims.
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