My doctor just called to tell me that my pap showed abnormal cells and that I tested HPV+. I know the abnormal cells thing can be caused by a number of things, so I'm not worried that it's cancer just yet. But I'm baffled as to how I got HPV. I'm in a monogamous relationship with the only person I've ever had sexual contact with. She just saw her GYN last month and all of her tests came back negative. So where the heck did it come from?!
I'm scared shitless she'll think I've cheated on her, and I haven't. She's the absolute light of my life and I would die before I would do something that would knowingly hurt her. This is why I'm sitting here sobbing my eyes out trying to make sense of this. I'm not concerned about my health - I mean, of course I am, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it - but I don't understand how this could have happened. I'm so scared I'll lose her over something I didn't do.
I'm scared shitless she'll think I've cheated on her, and I haven't. She's the absolute light of my life and I would die before I would do something that would knowingly hurt her. This is why I'm sitting here sobbing my eyes out trying to make sense of this. I'm not concerned about my health - I mean, of course I am, but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it - but I don't understand how this could have happened. I'm so scared I'll lose her over something I didn't do.
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